Apollon
Saying Their Good-Byes
Last night as I was getting cozy, I was alerted to Hades’ and Persephone’s presence. As my very first devotional relationships, they were a mainstay of my altar. But something was up.
“We ask that you no longer devote yourself to us as long as you are continuing forward with Apollon.”
I was rather shocked, but it made sense. Since Hekate had picked me up and I’d been swept away by the mutual feelings between myself and Apollon, I’d definitely failed to pay much attention to my original two.
“If you would rather be a spirit worker, you can continue forward with us. But since you have been called as a healer, it’s probably best if we split ways.”
I told them I’d think about it. A lot of things had happened recently. Since connecting with Apollon, He’d requested I become His priestess. My heart was continually pulled by His presence. I’d woken up in the middle of the night, hour after hour, wondering if He was there.
The anxiety about the whole situation carried over and exploded into today. They had given me an ultimatum. Not necessarily an unfriendly request, but something that would cement my path. I posted on Twitter about my frustration, wondering if I was to be a witch at all.
After a few frantic moments, I was assured that nothing between Hekate and I would be different. I would merely have to remove Hades and Persephone from my original altar and set up a separate shrine for Apollon. I settled into the newness of the arrangement and decided they were merely seeing me off.
So, I say thank you to my first two devotional relationships–the two who saw me become sober and fully dedicate myself to the Theoi last summer. It’s definitely a new chapter. Perhaps even a new book. I appreciate all the guidance I have received from them.
See you on the other side, my dearest Lord and Lady of the Underworld!
The Journey Unfolds
It took me TWO WHOLE PATHS’S worth of failures to realize what was meant for me as an authentic human being.
First, I wanted to go to art school for comic art. But I couldn’t seem to create consistently enough in line with my health to create a portfolio.
After putting art school aside, I thought I’d chase the dream of going to the Pacifica Graduate Institute to study Jung. But, again, my health prevented me from working with collegiate institutions.
Now that I’ve put aside all of the expectations of society and put my health first, I have realized my true path: that of becoming a spiritual healer. By walking this path, not only will I continue healing myself but I will transform into the highest potential of my most authentic self through my own personalized course of study.
That’s right, my dudes, I’ve dedicated my life to my health and spirituality. I’ve stood up to everyone who told me to put my health at risk, and instead listened to my intuition and spiritual guidance. Yes, this path requires a certain amount of privilege. I’ve been given a family and mental health team that supports me in all my endeavors. But it also took tremendous courage and dedication, and yes, a lot of failure and reconsideration. In the end, I leveraged my strengths.
Hail Apollon. Hail Hekate. Hail Persephone. Hail Hades. If it weren’t for the Theoi, I’d be lost. They have been dedicated to my highest potential since the very beginning of this journey, and it is to them I dedicate my life in return.
Blessings, so that you may find the path toward the highest potential of your most authentic self.
Part of a barrage of questions I asked using my Archetype Oracle, I asked Apollo to be real with me. Why had He approached me? What did He want?
In exchange for being a priestess of His, He offers His guidance in my pursuit of becoming a Shadow Work Healer.
I’m knew it. I’m floored it’s true, but I fucking KNEW IT.
edit for : @odysseuhs & @lenadiangelo → apollo
cloaked in smoke and mist, the true voice behind prophecy asks you simply, “what is it that you long for in the end?” is it a rightful suitor with a fair soul? a simple goddess? the prosperity of man?
no more, please!
Lord Apollo, God of light
Please strengthen my gift of sight.
You & Artemis,
Who both shine bright,
I petition on this night.
Your twin is the Queen of Witches and Moon,
but it is from you that I crave a boon.
Kiss my eyes, so I can see
Oh, Blessed God of Prophecy.
“Golden Theoi, Great gods with laurel wreathing your hair, I call upon your names! Come divine ones, Listen to my praise and prayers, And be welcome in this place. The new year dawns, And with it comes the trials and tribulations of everyday life. I pray that you make this year bearable, And design its course of action yourselves so that every day is marked with your love. Unionize us, oh Theoi, Make humankind a species of kindness and peace. End your feuds and cancel our wars, Bless us and help us cherish one another. Eternal gods who have seen so many years, Make this one the best yet. Fill it with miracles and signs that you are among us, Bring your presence into our lives. I pray to you and hope that if it id your will, It shall be done. Khaire, fair ones!”
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Amarantos Argyris
New Year’s Prayer to the Theoi
(via templeswreathedinlaurel)